Sunday 22 September 2013
Sunday 1 September 2013
Love.. It has 2 different stories to it..
So Love basically can be amazing and wonderful and yet it can hurt us at the same time..
Some of you may agree with me that you enjoy the care, comfort and the trust that the other partner provided.. And you want the best for yourself as well as for your partner.. I know how you'd feel, I've been in that situation..
But what if I'd put you in a situation as shown in the above image where you as a girl really love this guy.. However, you found out that he too loves you and another girl.. You really love him and you had put in some much effort on him but you were hurt by the fact that he has 2 girls now.. He's in a relationship with these 2 girls and 1 of them just so happened to be you.. What would you do?? I know most of you would leave this guy and find a better one.. I respect your decisions..
But what happens if he were to come to you begging you to take him back.. He promised you that he won't do it again.. Would you take him back??
To be honest, I'm in that situation now.. I really love him but I hated him for loving 2 girls at the same time.. Most of my friends asked me to leave him, let him be hurt for hurting me but i just can't let him go.. I just don't know why.. Part of me wanted to forget him for making me suffer, but yet the other part of me wanted to teach him a lesson.. I'm lost now.. I've been like crying myself to sleep every night and I wasn't in the right frame of thoughts.. I wouldn't blame anyone for this.. Its my mistake for not letting him go in the first place when I found out the truth.. Yes I know, I was stupid for still hanging on to him.. I was blinded by love..
And yet, adding to my suffering, I'm sitting for my major examinations this year which is like coming soon in 1 months time.. So some of you can see the pain that I'm going through.. Maybe its already fated for me to go through this..
Maybe i guess it's time for me to let go of the guy whose heart is not fully for me..
H.
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